Fuck. because im mad as it. You. because you caused it. Me. because I let you. But why would you. This entire time you knew. Let me suffer till I told the truth. False facts caused you undeserved lofty feelings. Angry caused me undeserved loft words. You. because you said nothing. Fuck. Because you knew.
Truth. I knew I could not hide from you. They say you can not lie to your soulmate. But I heard I can have more than you. You. because I loved. Past tense because im not sure about the present or the future. Your illuminated heart sits framed on my bedroom floor. The shock on your face when I tore it off the wall. All you were resting on it came crashing down.
Fuck. Because I showed up and let you get the best of me. You. because I took the rest of me. Never to return again. Bitch. because I finally got mad. because that was past the line, because I cried that morning almost as if I knew. Truth births freedom. No oxygen inside your metal box. Trapped with the beats that sustain you.
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