I shivered. As soon as I sat down to write this post I shivered. I have been thinking about the last post I wrote wondering what is really says. If it's as I remembered. If it is scarred by typos and incomplete sentences. I am not ready to read it.
I wrote it because I am not 10 or 15 years out. I am not finished with the journey and I wish I could find something similar. someone similar. while hiding behind my computer screen. You see my words but not my heart. Its bruised and bloodied not ready for reemergence.
The road to recovery is different for each individual. The experience is different and so it the time frame. So I have been told at nauseam. Why is my road this long and how much longer will it be. Why at this time in this place does it bubble up and ooze out. Foul.
"How long will this last." You were talking about this process. I think. How dare you. I the space between your arms I felt truly safe. but this has lasted to long. your gone. How dare you.
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